You Only Live Once

Selasa, 18 Juni 2013

KKN is coming

when i realize that the day called KKN is coming
i'm happy
but when i felt how busy to follow the procedures,
i have a little bit mad
2 weeks after mid exam is the most exhausting days
but it okey....
i hope it will be nothing in the future



Kamis, 23 Mei 2013

i was scared

every hours in my life
i always felt scared
i don't know why
but i felt it
i scared of so many thing
i scared with my future
i scared with my life
i scared with my after life
i scared for anything
somebody please help me out of this scary life


Minggu, 19 Mei 2013

today at class


Okey, late post of may be 1 days ago,
and this post just save in draft


complicated

my tumblr is back,
even to post photo should use hootsuite.com :D
but it okay, and thanks big thanks Hootsuite
i have watching so many kdrama more than i think
but i got positive thing in kdrama
i realize that a women will get a men for her life
a men that loves her veryveryvery much
sometimes i want my love story same with in the movie
but sometimes i'm scared,
love in a movie full with sacrifice

now
my
life
being
so
complicated

but i hope there are a light come to me
that's light called HAPPINESS



Selasa, 09 April 2013

get well very soon tirfa :*

i just call my mom and she said Tirfa is sick :(
may be it's because of me
i'm sick and i always kiss her and hugs her :(
i'm sorry my cute baby :*
get well very soon  neng....
your sister always loves u :*



GET WELL VERY SOON MY THIRFA

Minggu, 07 April 2013

after city hunter, now move to personal taste

okey, yesterday i was watching city hunter last episode...
that's amazing kdrama after a love to kill :)
and now, i;m prepare to watching another film of Lee Min Ho
"PERSONAL TASTE"
i have watching the first episode, but i'm a little bit disappointed with the female artist,
i think she's not fit with Lee Min Ho hehehe
but it's okey, my friend told me that 'personal taste' is a great film,
so, will try to watching it
i hope it will be a nice film ;)




CITY HUNTER



PERSONAL TASTE

this feeling so empty

i don't know why,
i don't have something to do,
i have bored to watching or playing games 
it's feels like i just waiting for something i never know
why?
this is the first time i feel this feeling
may be i need to refreshing....

Sabtu, 06 April 2013

when i was a happier girl in the world

 
 





why all this shit happen to me


why
why
why
why
why all this shit happen to me
why this tears couldn't stop
i have so much trouble
i don't know how to explain this feeling
i'm sick for everything
i want to be happy
u just want to be HAPPY
but why it's so HARD?
why?

Jumat, 05 April 2013

Alhamdulillah, my paper is DONE


i hope ma'am peggy will accept it


what a day of tears

i can't imagine that my boyfriend mat at me just because of Lee Min Hoo
oh my God, i don't have any words to explain what in my mind
i just... well,
surprisingly...


Dear my Boyfriend, 

you are the only one in my heart
and Lee Min Hoo just an actor okey? -___________-"
you make this complicated ckckck



Kamis, 04 April 2013





may be i'm ugly in this photo
but trust me
i'am more pretty in reality
hahahaha

Rabu, 03 April 2013

too much tears

i have told before, i love smile right?
but i just an ordinary girl
i also cry when i'm sad
and i have some trouble with my mom
just for 15 minutes ago
she told me to call my brother, and i'm asking my brother number!!
and suddenly, she mad at me
she said i didn't appreciate my brother
that's totally wrong
she know NOTHING about me, even i'm she's daughter
i love them, i love my family, i love my mom,dad,grandma,grandpa,brother and sister more than her know
but it's okey!!!
i'm the oldest sister, so,.....
what should i do is
UNDERSTAND
I'm sorry mom, if i too disappointing to be your daughter

i'm sick, but i love to smile


i have so many problem,
so many things in my mind
but it can't remove my smile hihihi
i love to smile, i love to laugh
i love joke
that's the main point to make me in love :D

Min hoo

Total Quality Management
 what i got for today?
min hoo
min hoo
min hoo
min hoo

well, i just thinking about Min hoo hahahaha

Lee Min Hoo

OH MY GOD...
i think i was crazy when i think about Lee Min Hoo 
He's the most handsome actor in Korea :D
after i watching 'City Hunter' i think i can sleep well tonight
or, my night will totally full with Lee Min Hoo face akakakakak


HE SO HANDSOME RIGHT
hihihihihi
^^

Senin, 01 April 2013

confuse with this modem :D

i have problem with my modem,
i don't know how to extend the internet period wkwkwk
i'm googling and i think i will use volume data :D


I hope i have the right choice :D
this my first experience

Minggu, 31 Maret 2013

this paper killing me slowly

wake up in the morning, see my laptop, turn on, google chrome, Microsoft office, "PAPER"
My gloomy monday is doing this papershit...
i'm going crazy with this paper. ma'am said that  minimum of paper page is 30 pages...
oh WOW!! and i just could write for 15 pages until now. 
and tomorrow is financial management exam.... -______-"
i don't have time to relax :(



i'm sorry mom :(

i think i was very very very wrong!!!
i love my mom very much but i hurt her. "pamalawang" that's so meeeee
:'( i never change...
i'm sorry mom, i will try to more control my words :)


 I LOVE U MOM





Kamis, 28 Maret 2013

This is good

alhamdulillah for everything... i have a problem now, i have doubt with my paper titles -____-" but i hope ma'am paggy with give me feedback via email for next week.... so i will fix it as fast as i can thank you for everything my Allah :)

Rabu, 27 Maret 2013

I'm Back

ooohhhh.... long time no write on here... i miss this account very" much :D anyway, i have so many experience that i want to share, but yesterday i was not have time to write on this blog, my tumblr too... but now i have a usb modem, so i can write on here everyday.... if i have time to relax okey :D okey see aaa tomorrow :)