WELCOME THESIS

i'ts like a nightmare to realize that i should focus on my thesis. I really-really want to be free of everything about collage. so many things in my mind and i don't even have a space to think about my thesis. i want to refresh my mind with everything i want. i also got depressed about JOB. after i graduate, 

then

WHAT SHOULD I DO? 

momy always said "back to Ternate and find Job in here

OMG it's such a really bad future for me, bad lifestyle.... and everything except to be always with my family. that's the big right point for me to stay in there.

but the PROBLEM is

in the reality i will not live with them forever. i will have a family, and i want to find it with my own way.

well

LIFE GETTING DIFFICULT

but once again, i should stronger